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My World
04:14
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My world is constructed as patterns form in rubble
And as an impetus for improvisation
My world is vast
Conceivable in general terms
But of infinite and fascinating complexity and variation.
My world in conflict, but not always due to differences
Opposing sides can quite often look the same
My world is frightening
Fear can be befriended
But self-destruction is an addictive game
Welcome to my world
It's a good world
It's our world
Open your mind to this world
It's a good world
It's your world
My world is confusing
Some people find comfort in denial
But then miss the wonder of the elephant in the room
My world is a collage of peace and violence
Progress and regression
Tragedy and laughter
My world is of today
Yesterday exists, but not as I remember it
And tomorrow will be different the day after.
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Ugly Doris
04:24
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Way down deep beneath the sea
Is where you'll find the folk like me
I've got a glowing bud and a gurning smile
And more teeth than a crocodile
Around the warm volcanic jets
Life's as precious as it gets
Here you don't need no disguise
'Cause we ain't seen by judging eyes
If you don't like us, you can go to hell
We deal with pressure really well
It may be dark and it may be cold
But it ain't never old
Way on down, out of sight
Making culture in the night
We don't need your approval to make us feel alright.
Imagine my surprise one night
When I was hit by a blinding light
And there, in a shiny chrome tin can
Was a hairy deep sea diver man
He stopped and stared, then by and by
He rose on up into the sky
A few days later back he sank
To shut me in a little tank
If you don't like us, you can go to hell
We deal with pressure really well
It may be dark and it may be cold
But it ain't never old
Way on down, out of sight
Making culture in the night
We don't need your approval to make us feel alright.
I don't know how much time has passed
But now I'm looking through a wall of glass
At a bunch of passing gawping creeps
And the sign reads "Nightmares of the Deep".
In other tanks around the room
Are all my buddies in the gloom
Freaks and weirdos on display
And I'm "Ugly Doris". How's your day?
If you don't like us, you can go to hell
We deal with pressure really well
It may be dark and it may be cold
But it ain't never old
Way on down, out of sight
Making culture in the night
We don't need your approval to make us feel alright.
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Animals in the Zoo
03:39
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You want to be exciting and adventurous, but at no lifestyle cost to you
So you collect exotic surrogates like animals in the zoo
Get every flavour of humanity the mainstream media feeds to you
But never follow down the rabbit hole...
They're just animals in the zoo.
Something interesting to view
But with a wall between them and you
'Cause you don't know what they might do
They're just animals in the zoo.
Something interesting to view
But with a wall between them and you
Because you fear what they might do
They're just animals in the zoo.
Collect a friend from every culture, condition, class and sexuality
But never in your inner circle, and no-where near your family
They're so cute when they act like people
With all the funny things they say and do
And look at you, so noble, kind and caring for the animals in the zoo.
Something interesting to view
But with a wall between them and you
'Cause you don't know what they might do
They're just animals in the zoo.
Something interesting to view
But with a wall between them and you
Because you fear what they might do
They're just animals in the zoo.
Patronise and smile politely
Hold forth on things you barely understand
You're really free and open minded, so long as nobody makes demands.
Let others suffer for identity, so you'll never have to
Then seize the flag of victory from the animals in the zoo.
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Something interesting to view
But with a wall between them and you
'Cause you don't know what they might do
They're just animals in the zoo.
Something interesting to view
But with a wall between them and you
Because you fear what they might do
They're just animals in the zoo.
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Herbie's annoying kid brother drives a car that's very small
Not big at all
But he's taken out the silencer and painted it with stripes
He's a back-wipe
With a double pipe
Herbie's annoying kid brother kicks out exhaust fumes
Like a chimney stack
He's tearing the road with his great horsepower
A thousand decibels at twenty miles per hour
He could have made it at Le Mans
If only in his dreams
He revs it hard to whet his appetite
At the traffic light
Herbie's annoying kid brother drives an extension of his dick
It shoots too quick
He's a halfwit
And I'm stuck right behind him
Herbie's annoying kid brother's spoiler's larger
Than the Hoover Dam
It won't move for damn
His faux Ferrari fender's filled with fetish fantasy petrol porn
Herbie's annoying kid brother's trunk is full of junk
Kicking out treble free wub-wub gunk
Laxative bass, in your face!
He could have made it at Brands Hatch
If he wasn't such a loser
He revs it hard to show that he's the man
At the pelican
Herbie's annoying kid brother drives an extension of his dick
It shoots too quick
He's a halfwit
And I'm stuck right behind him.
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I could never love another the way that I loved you
Even after all the sadness you put me through
If I hadn't have been so deep in love
I'd never have known just what I was capable of
Now look at what you made me do.
I broke the law today for the first time
I broke the law today for the very first time
I saw your head in between her thighs
Then I saw a breadknife between her eyes
I broke the law today for the first time
I broke the law today for the first time
I broke the law today for the very first time
Such a cute body, such a pretty face
I left them on a shelf in your trophy case
I broke the law today for the first time
And now the K.S.P. are gonna come for me
Oh, honey, can't you see, they'll never leave me be
Every day I'm gonna cry and pray
Oh, why did it have to be this way?
I broke the law today for the first time
I broke the law today for the very first time
I'm not a bad person, you know I'm not
But when it comes to love, you're all I've got
I broke the law today for the first time
Now the national press will come to our address
While the D.O.C. are taking care of me
Tooth and nail they're gonna drag me to jail
And they'll leave me all alone with my misery
I broke the law today for the first time
I broke the law today for the very first time
I'll always love you, Darling, you know it's true
Even though you ripped my heart in two
I broke the law today for the first, and second, time.
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Bandsaw Suzie married young, against her parents' wishes
But was devoted to her husband all her life
He was the singer in a band that played around the tri-state area
While Suzie stayed at home as loyal wife
Bandsaw Suzie's husband's name was Bobby
He was coveted by girls in every town
They desired his rugged features and his college jock physique
And Bobby didn't think it right to let them down.
Bandsaw Suzie gave her all to Bobby
Making house while he was out on tour
She dressed up extra pretty when she knew he was returning
And was waiting with a kiss by the front door
Although she knew about her husband's indiscretions
She dealt with them most philosophically:
"Those groupies don't mean nothing. Bobby puts on quite the show
But when it's all said and done, he comes back home to me".
Then one day when she was cleaning
Suzie happened upon something
That would make her world come crashing down in tears
Beneath a broken floorboard
In a tattered cardboard box
Was a stack of letters going back several years.
They were love letters to Bobby from somebody
Whose handwriting Suzie was sure she'd seen
And their were pictures of her husband and this lady co-entwined
With his handwritten notes declaring her his Queen.
Bandsaw Suzie called in on a girlfriend
She'd known from high school many years before
When she returned back home later on that afternoon
She dragged a cooler box through the back door.
When Bobby came back from a trip to Loveland
She was waiting for him strangely cheerfully
She kissed him with a smile, took his hand and led him through the house
She had something she wanted him to see.
In the office was a cabinet where Bobby
Kept memorabilia from his college football days
She took him to the darkened room, sat him down, flicked on the lights
And gave him just a moment to fix his gaze.
From the box she had prepared an exhibition
On the mirrored shelves of Bobby's trophy case
Each photograph and letter was trickled crimson from the highest shelf
Where a severed head and body parts took pride of place.
Bobby gazed upon the scene in horror
His Mistress dead! His wife, a murderess!
That's when it dawned that she was standing right beside him
With a serrated kitchen knife across her chest.
Bobby cried out for forgiveness
He confessed all that he'd done
He could make things right, if only she would hear!
"It's OK, honey", she replied
"You know I'd never leave you".
And then she slit him groin to throat and ear to ear.
Bandsaw Suzie married young, against her parents' wishes
To a man she last saw carved up in a chair
Her Mother always warned her not to marry a musician
But she was grateful for the married life they'd shared.
Bandsaw Suzie's due to die tomorrow
In Kentucky State Penitentiary
She says she's looking forward to being reunited with her Bobby
She refused to plead insanity.
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Game of Games
04:29
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I made no cry for help
I craved intensity
I cut myself to pieces
Out of curiosity
I went right through despair
And turned it into a game
I stood at the precipice
Scared that I was not afraid
The darkness called to me
From somewhere deep inside
A willing sacrifice
Or simply suicide?
I stood against the stake
And waited for the flames
I gave myself completely
To the game of games
I dug myself a pit
And wished somebody would fill me in
I dreamed of resurrection
Just to die over and over again
I was Ophelia, bathing in the stream
I was Sydney Carton, smiling at the guillotine.
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Taking the Blame Again
04:48
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How can I trust my good intentions?
Selfish motivations taint the desire to do what's right
Each achievement comes with an asterix
All the good things that I receive
Are at somebody else's cost
Standing on the shoulders of Ancestry
Carrying the burden in my brain
Entering from stage left, the villain
Taking the blame again.
I've always been willing to compromise
But if you compromise too much
You can never compromise enough
So I had to learn to stand my ground
Even if the ground that I stood
Was on somebody else's hill
Living from the evils of Ancestry
Carrying the burden in my brain
Entering from stage left, the villain
Taking the blame again.
And so I turned to a higher power
To find comfort in humility
Submit myself and all my faults
Then it turned out that the higher power
Was human just like me
Standing on the shoulders of Ancestry
Carrying the burden in my brain
Entering from stage left, the villain
Taking the blame again.
Living from the evils of Ancestry
Carrying the burden in my brain
Entering from stage left, the villain
Taking the blame again.
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You know everybody's motivation
So much better than you know your own
Preaching from a pedestal of Common Sense
The only sense that you've ever known
You know all about psychology
Because you watched Derren Brown and flipped a magazine
Now you think that you're better than everyone
You're such a great judge of character
You know me so well
All that smug condescension can't be good for your health
You think you've seen through the way I present
But I'm not trying to be convincing
I just want to be myself.
If you want to fight for the side that's right
You might not like what you see when you shine that light
Because the truth hurts, the truth hurts.
Beating out self-righteous words
Ought to be careful where you wave that sword
Weave yourself a blanket to keep out the cold
Because the truth hurts the teller
As well as the told.
No truth is self-evident
Whether by reason or religious zeal
You're just looking for a dragon to fight
Don't you just love the way that it feels?
It's a Highlander mentality
"There can be only one!
You should all listen to me!"
But you're really no different from anyone.
Maybe you're wrong, maybe you're right
You might not even know for sure when the end's in sight
Before you go marching on another crusade
Try not to think about the mess
That your hero complex has made.
If you want to fight for the side that's right
You might not like what you see when you shine that light
Because the truth hurts
Don't you know that the truth hurts.
Beating out self-righteous words
Ought to be careful where you point that sword
Weave yourself a blanket to keep out the cold
Because the truth hurts the teller
As well as the told
Go forth and raise a mighty army
Such a mighty army
Such a huge army
You're gonna raise a mighty army
Such a mighty army
You and whose army?
If you want to fight for the side that's right
You might not like what you see when you shine that light
Weave yourself a blanket to keep out the cold
The truth hurts the teller as well as the told
Beating out self-righteous words
Ought to be careful where you stick that sword
Weave yourself a blanket to keep out the cold
The truth hurts the teller as well as the told
If you want to fight for the side that's right
You might not like what you see when you shine that light
Weave yourself a blanket to keep out the cold
The truth hurts the teller as well as the told
Beating out self-righteous words
Ought to be careful where you poke that sword
Weave yourself a blanket to keep out the cold
The truth hurts the teller as well as the told
Go forth and raise a mighty army
Such a mighty army
Such a huge army
You're gonna raise a mighty army
Such a mighty army
You and whose army?
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Saint Virtue
02:36
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Through rain and snow she'll be there
She doesn't mind humiliation
The more she has to go through
The greater her claim to martyrdom
Passers-by taunting her brimstone oration
Saint Virtue stands alone
With a book in her hand and a voice in her head
She knows she must warn the people
Of the fate that awaits them
After they're dead.
Not through sympathy
Not through empathy
Not through sisterly concern
Does she spend her days
Shouting at people to change their ways
She's righteous
Every religion begins with persecution
Deep down she longs for the ridicule
That helps her stake her claim to holiness
She's not a cult, she's a messenger
Saint Virtue stands alone
With a book in her hand and a voice in her head
She keeps herself going smiling over
The fate that awaits them
After they're dead.
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When eight days have passed our rest is no more
The war calls us back to the trench
Our prescence is desperately needed
Without us all would be defeated
But enough of this war, we can't take any more
We don't want to march one more inch
With sadness inside and tears in our eyes
We must bid fond adieu to civilian life
No trumpets, no drums
Just feelings of dread
We must get up and go
Without losing our heads
Farewell to life
Farewell to love
Farewell to you ladies all
Now it's all over
Finished, no more
All is lost to this terrible war
On the plateau at Craonne
There in the mud
We must all pay with blood
For we are condemned
Giving as sacrifice
Eight days in the trench
Eight days of suffering
Still there is hope in our fear
That armistice might come tonight
Even as we stand waiting to fight
Then through the darkness, a figure approaches
The men salute as he draws near
It's an infantry officer come to replace
The soldiers who go to look death in the face
In the night the rain lashes in waves
The rifles are marching to their early graves
Farewell to life
Farewell to love
Farewell to you ladies all
Now it's all over
Finished, no more
All is lost to this terrible war
On the plateau at Craonne
There in the mud
We must all pay with blood
For we are condemned
Giving as sacrifice
It's sad to think in the city's grand streets
The rich drink and party and lunch
La Vie en Rose they are living
While all that we have are misgivings
Instead of partying all of you shirkers
Should make your way down to the trench
Protect your own property, for we have none
We are the poor
For us all joy is gone
Our comrades are buried face down in the mud
For the money and possessions of the great and the good
Those with the coin get to go home again
It's for them that the rest of us fall
But no longer!
Les troufions will go out on strike
We will not die for you anymore
Now it's your turn, all you great and the good
To crawl in the trenches and die in the mud
If you must make war pay for it with your own blood
If you must make war pay for it with your own blood
If you must make war pay for it with your own blood.
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A Poem to be Forgotten
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This is a poem they don't want you to memorise
You will not be required to answer questions on it
Nor be expected to have any of your own.
This poem does not demand exclusivity
Of your intellectual curiosity or scholarly attention
Your freedom of thought is enough
This poem is technically invalid
It contains no clever exploitation of syllabic forms, couplets, triplets, metaphor, simile, assonance or alliteration
You may call it an unrhymed tercet if you must
But expect resistance
This poem was not written at the height of an empire
Made great by conquest, oppression and slavery
This poem will never be considered great
This poem contains no stirring nationalism
Pastoral comfort or Bohemian romanticism
You may, or may not, consider yourself Moved.
This is a poem they don't want you to memorise
But feel free to do so if you wish
And always ask questions of your own.
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Roots, rock, discotheque
Politicians on the decks
Shove your laptop up your arse
Only manboys play guitar
Pick a side, bunker down
And find out who's the enemy now
Music is worth more than this
Divisions are society's
Be your own identity
Only robots need to think in binary
So many claiming wisdom
But everybody's floundering more or less
Each tribe promises freedom
Except in how you think, speak, act and dress
Acceptance is ambrosia
Don't expect the answer to be "yes"
Like an infant seeking mother
Switching one cage for another
Be your own identity
Only robots need to think in binary
(It's about time to erase the lines)
It's about time
It's about time
It's about time to erase the lines
Is there a god above
Or is there just oblivion in the end?
Or is there something else
Our minds can never start to comprehend?
That voice in your head
Is it an angel, the Devil or a friend?
The scope of your reality
Is nothing to infinity
Be your own identity
Only robots need to think in binary
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Kerry JK Northampton, UK
Gender and genre fluid singer-songwriter producing songs of identity, isolation and defiance incorporating jazz,
electronica, art rock, vocal looping, poetry and rock opera theatrics.
Be yourself, as yourself. There is no greater fulfilment, and no sweeter revenge.
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